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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

argh... my eye has an infection... so irritating... cannot wear contacts for a long long time.

today played volleyball and i hurt my thumb, badly. it cannot even move properly lah. im so irritated... y am i so clumsy? today was a damn slack day... there's like a break after every lesson and the lessons are like pe, chem lab, physics and pw, all nice lessons except physics. after school couldnt go agm coz i went to see the doctor... haha.

not in the mood to blog today coz nothing interesting happened

jac7:21 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

mixed feelings today...

nycc team won champion for campcraft finals 06. i am really feeling very happy for them, but at the same time, team 2 got 6th. ok, thats not bad, but i think they were damn sad lah. some of them really crying like siao lor. but a 6th is still good, must still acknowledge the fact that their trainings are like only 1/4 as much as team 1 lah. but whatever it is, i their effort really paid off and whatever the outcome was, the commitment that they have put in have already impressed me and i am really really proud of them.

time really flies. it seems like only yesterday when i was standing in pa, waiting nervously for the results. i remember how scared everyone was and how disappointed we felt when we realised tt we got third. haiz. we missed our chance to get champion, but luckily ct06 got it back for us. really can't express how much i am going to miss ct days. days as trainees were gone 2 years ago, now days as trainers are also gone. it was fun being part of the team and experiencing all the ups and downs. too bad we couldn't spend time together as a team today. ma'ams were saying tt they wanted JtS... haha suddenly remembered what joelyn m said. sumthing abt her being an 's' coz she wanted us to treat her ... i hope really got jts though. just tt it is 06 treat 04. ct rawks lah. the days i spent during ct were really memorable and unforgettable. though the results i got for that term were the worst in my whole ny life, but i still think it was worth it. hope the future batches of ct can get to experience such a competition as well.

after the pitch, we went novena square to have lunch. there was me, wl, zj and hq. we went long john silvers. wl bought a meal and zj bought milo. i treated them potato chips and drank 1 whole carton of white grape and aloe vera by myself. felt so full of water later on. talked a lot afterwards abt jcs and stuff. steff's birthday coming. dunno what to get her or do for her birthday. argh.

bye for now nyct, see u again in 2 years time.

jac4:40 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

hmm.... today was a rather fun day at school. 1 week has passed and though i still feel a bit left left out, it is getting better. at least more people talk to me and also, i am more willing to speak up now. was practically folding straw stars the whole morning. met after school wif sqms to fold stars again for nyct 06. still have messages to write later... argh...

today i went home wif wxy... haven't really been talking much to her recently. reached home at 630 and decided to start a blog... tt's stupid...

yesterday we went to kap to celebrate jerrine's birthday. poor jerrine still has to wear her sec sch u coz no more stock for her size... managed to play a little bridge and at least quite a few ppl went. sijing, yueh-hsin, jason, haikal, safiqah, hilmi and jie lin came later. we all seemed to have distanced though and there wasnt really much to talk... issit my imagination? i dunno.... but whatever it is, still felt really happy to see them. its been like 1 week... sigh... how am i going to spend my days in hc when inside i am actually missing nj so much?

theres nothing wrong wif hc lah... its juz tt i got into nj first.. it will probably take a long time to let go... especially since i was rather enthu in nj... now it seems weird not knowing many ppl in hc... but the consolation is tt there are really many ny girls in hc... at least i noe some ppl... S6H is a pretty good class... at least there are like no major politics going on... the ppl are also very friendly though i do not really speak to them much coz havent opened up yet... haiz.. tts the problem of being a second intaker... at least i am not in the class tt pai chi their second intakers...

life's gonna get pretty meaningless until i start opening up to the class... i realised tts the reason y i have been not being sleeping well for the past few days i guess.

tomorrow going pa to see ct pitch...now tt cedar has been displaced, at least i feel happier... NYNP...show them what u've got tomorrow and pitch ur best.

i still miss nj... and S21. there shouldnt even have been the pae system. argh.

jac7:16 PM

hmm... yah my first entry. shall keep my blog private first though. till i noe how/bother to decorate it and add a tag board. haha.

jac7:08 PM