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Friday, June 29, 2007

wasted lots of time today. but anyway its alright since im only going to start mugging for physics paper 3 tomorrow.

lets see.... blocks were horrible. esp chem and math. hope i can pass both. sigh. its not worth revising so early coz by the time blocks are here, i would have forgotten everything (random: argh my comp is lagging)

anyway wasted time yesterday lah. finished the paper at 12 then slacked around in school till 3 while the rest of the s6 ppl went out (ok save for those who had paper today) went to eat wif kah leng at the school canteen. talk lots of nonsense. like o levels. lol. she was commenting on how she chose the wrong subject combi and i was saying how ironic it was tt i got A1 for econs and now im in GP special class. now come to think of it, i got A1 for both my humans too and now im in econs special class.

we talked till the people in the left and right wings vacated to go take their papers. then jeremy came and we talked for like super long about random stuff. poor kah leng could have studied more if we didnt talk. anyway went library after tt and i read sum books abt world war 2 germany. haha felt like im back in sec school history. really miss those days in history class. though we had to write a lot coz of the seqs practice at the end of the year and all those weekly tests. but luckily we had mrs tieh. think if not for her we wun have the motivation tostudy hist at all. ike our corhort 90% A lah. if im not wrong.

left at 3. then went jonas house for the games. haha. now i have lots of games. left there at like 83o. walked back to bukit batok mrt wif joel. he was telling me abt his ns life. haha. it seems slack. like duty 24 hours but u will only be on shift for 3 hours. then drive speedboat some more. so fun lah. the ride home was dreadfully long. but luckily the train was pretty empty.

today i watched the funny 9 o clock show. watched 3 hours straight on mobtv. the fann wong character kind of reminds me of myself. coz keep getting injured. but her's much worse than mine lah. spent the whole day watching tv and playing psp. theres this funny ancient policeman show in the morning. quite nice lah and its like 10 years ago show i think. so its funny watching their clothes and hairstyle. what used to be 'in' last time is like outdated now so quite funny.

im bored. going to cut hair tomorrow. and i bet kah leng is at the late night shopping thing now.

jac10:03 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

today's amanda's birthday.
happy birthday hotstuff/dumb
haha

im dying. i hate hate hate hate econs. it's like the worse subject ever for me. physics was alright today. maybe they made a easy paper 1 and 2 so that they can kill us for paper 3. haha i dunno. teachers have weird mindsets. maybe they will kill us for econs tomorrow too. maybe they will come out with some funny essay question that no one can do, even if we memorised the whole set of notes. argh. luckily its an afternoon paper tomorrow. can have the morning to mug. i think im going to rest my brain cells and sleep at 10 for the week following the last paper. have been losing sleep coz of mugging.

anyway watched a bit of the campus superstar 2 just now. the shawn person is super cute. he looks like a p4 kid. and his singing not bad too. maybe he'll win.

this is a pointless post. just trying to make full use of my break.

jac10:29 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

guess i should start updating. havent touched my blog in 1 week.

anyway, week 3 of the hols have been extremely busy. what with all the shopping trips and all. started out with mon. shopping at vivo and town then stayover at steff's house. didnt really mug much though we were supposed to. did fiscal policy and carbonyl compounds. but then again, really had fun there. watched music and lyrics and im addicted to the songs. 4 hours of sleep then we got to leave her house.

when i reached home, didnt even rest. washed up and chionged to meet jonas to buy psp. we walked damn far to some bukit merah place. only to find out tt the psps there werent even cheap. then decided to go sim lim. walked like dunno how many rounds round the complex, asking the exact same questions to every shopkeeper. was super tired when we finally settled on the cheapest one. reached home at 6 plus then started to meng download the games. till now only got a few. the stupid 2 gig memory card can only fit 2 games.

mugged on wed and fri but went out on thurs, wif kah leng and chen hui. quite uneventful i must say, but its nice meeting them again. especially chen hui. havent really seen her around school lately. again we walked round and round town.

fri was mugging at home and went malaysia for the weekend. again, i felt the trip was a waste of time. left for genting at 6am and took 8 hours to reach there. the place was freezing. coz it rained and im super scared of cold. so i was like wearing 2 jackets and my cousins were laughing at me. didnt sit the rides coz of my stupid arm. so i stayed in the hotel and mugged. what a stupid way to spend my trip. anyway, didnt take long for my cousins to finish their rides and the adults to finish trying their luck at the slots in the casino. apparently my uncle almost hit jackpot(his whole line was the bird icons save for 1) so his supposedly 1M RM dwindled to 200RM. thats quite sad. like watching money fly away before your very eyes. we set of for KL the next day. and there its shopping and shopping. but too bad there's really nothing much to buy. but i bought a jacket in the end from the night market. its kind of oversized but super warm. so that basically ends my trip. uneventful and boring. but i was quite glad of this break. but the journey on the bus was really unbearable. but luckily i had my trusty psp. hoho wondered how i survived without one last time on those super long journeys to malaysia. its like i play a little on it, sleep and hey, we reach our destination le. haha.

med appointment tomorrow. my poor team mates are still having training camp tomorrow. hope they dun get terrible muscle aches.

jac10:24 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

went shopping today!! finally after like so super duper long. this whole holidays have only been revolving round 3 places: home, school and tan tock seng hospital. went vivo today wif wei li and xin yi. mad rush to try clothes lah. initially set off with the aim to buy bottoms: jeans, shorts and skirts. but ended up with 2 shirts and 1 pair of sneakers. and $100++ poorer. stupid.

anyway, decided tt its no use saving so much. what i get in a year will prob be equals to my future 1 months salary (abt 1500-2000) so whats the point of saving so much rite? tts why i splurged so much today. oh yah team mates went to buy the team unification of inner self. i still dunno why issit called so, but heh nevermind.

finally saw sqms after so long. actually not really long lah. last time i saw them was when they came over to visit me after my injury. hoho. but it's nice talking rubbish again after dinner. sharing hows our life in jc now, all the stupid, not-funny jokes etc. and also the slacking around watching dvds in her living room. sigh really missed those days. we really should meet more often, esp after a levels.

anyway, at steff's house now. supposed to mug. but they are watching the devil wears prada. haha so much for mugging. looks like i'll sleep late again tonight. tomorrow will just prob go home and sleep my day away, and study till late in the night again. thurs going out again. i guess i'll spend a lot more.

jac10:44 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

gosh. slept at 4am last night. and woke up at 6am this morning for econs and physics. which were, well, a waste of time. i was pretty much dying in school today. physics nothing exciting except when the lecturer asked in which other topic does circular motion appear in and the whole lt went silent. suddenly someone (me and kah leng says its wan peng) said 'electric field'. then the lecturer was like: "YOUR HEAD!!" i got so amused i couldnt stop laughing.

had lunch afterwards. then back to school to mug. but i only did physics and math for less than 1 hour coz i had physio. physio today quite fun lah. the physiotherapist put this heating pad on my arm to loosen the muscle, then it got so hot for my skin to bear, so now there's this red patch of tenderness on my elbow. then i kept asking her all sorts of nonsense. haha she said to fully regain my arm power and play sports will take 6 months!! coz the bone is a big one and hence will take very long to heal. rah. no more napfa!! my physiotherapist is super nice lah. but she's pregnant so wun be able to do all my physio for me. sad :(

jac6:38 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

lol im damn lousy. was watching incredible tales just now. abt some banana spirit thing where she's apparently she's erm super hot so if a guy ties a red thread from the banana flower to his toe, u prob can guess what happens. if u tie a string from the flower to ur finger then the spirit has to grant u ur wish, in return for something. all turned out well, the guy got married, won big sweep... then 3 years later, things started spiralling downwards. then the spirit turned ugly and everything (prob like a pontianiak??) i dunno coz i got scared and refused to watch. tt's the thing with me now. everything seems to leave such a lasting memory in me tt more often than not, i'll dream of it. i dun want to have nightmares tonight, not since i'm going to school tomorrow. so i just ran away from the tv. lol lol.

yay going wif wei li to vivo on mon before going steff's house. im excited. then next week going shopping wif hui and kahleng too. on sat going out wif my mummy!! i guess i deserve it coz i faithfully stayed at home to mug for the whole of this week. oops but i went a bit overboard by staying out past 12am last week. but never mind lah. my mummy didnt really scold.

anyway i think i no need wear my blue sling le. coz my arm can straighten. but i'll just wear it for 1 more day tomorrow. in case my physiotherapist scold me.

jac10:33 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

im sad. tomorrow no more shopping le. but at least we're still going out next week. anyway i next week gg already. sleepover, shopping and going malaysia. no time to study at all. but anyway, quite happy with myself so far coz i managed to keep up with my study plan. im only behind on the stupid fiscal policy coz i lost tt set of notes.

going to make passport tomorrow. have been staying at home for so long le. sigh. boring. stuck with nothing but piles and piles of notes.

team mates just finished training camp today. hope they are ok. last years experience at the guys training camp was awful. the poor guys still got 1 more day to go.

i want my psp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jac10:14 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

taking a break from mugging :( seriously, i think mugging is a waste of time. after all, how much u study is never proportional to ur grades. but anyway mugging gives u a sense of security, tt u actually possess the knowledge to see you through your papers.

想回到过去
this is actually what im thinking of right now. what wouldnt i give to return the the beginning of last year, so that i can re-study and learn all the topics again. jc life is really short. there simply isnt enough time to balance studies, cca and relationships all at the same time. so i guess one or more has to be sacrified. but to be able to return to the past will definitely not happen, not in our generation at least. but still, not being able to turn back time can teach us to learn from our mistakes, treasure today and expect the future. live life to the fullest, with no regrets, is probably what everyone is striving for now.

wonder whats in store for me 10, 20 years from now.

jac10:51 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

better start blogging now before my inspiration flies away.

anyway went to watch training today. saw madeline's arm. lol. we both have blue slings but she fractured her collar bone instead. no fair. she says 5 weeks then can heal le. but mine is like 3 months? rah. it's not so much the healing time tt im concerned abt. its the inconvenience in writing, changing clothes blah blah blah. and now i get very paranoid when ppl walk to close to me coz im scared they will collide into my arm. yup so back to training. combined training today and a lot of ppl came. so many ex seniors and other schools ppl. the dojo was like super duper crowded. seriously never see it so full before. then randori is like everyone get to play quite little coz no space. neweza was worse. every few cm can see ppl hitting into the next pair.

went kap after training. sian la. see them all eat ice cream/drink cold stuff and i cannot. i seriously wondered how i survived this 4 weeks without any cold stuff. and how am i going to survive for another 2 months or so. yup after eating went back to our favourite past time which is to guang4 cold storage. haha all become aunties le. then we keep hovering around the ice cream section, making me feel even more tempted. and we found a organic ginger flavoured ice cream. i wonder who will buy it. anyway i dun care, im going to eat ben and jerry's ice cream one my arm heals.

oh yah today's like the 6 hour spongebob marathon on nickelodeon. imagine sitting down and watching 24 spongebob episodes at one go. i think i'll go crazy lah.

so went for guitar concert at 8 plus. rah our tickets didnt even get checked. paid 6 bucks for nothing. the concert was pretty nice and funny. sat directly in front of chen hui when she playing. then got the super funny skit. oops i shouldnt be laughing but cannot help it. me and kah leng were like sort of dying during the songs. then took pics wif chen hui using zhong wei's super cam. then we went for supper. lol was concentrating on the tv most of the time coz got this funny mahjong show tt i watched before last year during spencer's chalet but i sort of forgot most of it le. drank milk tea and it made me not sleepy anymore. which explains why am i not sleeping even though its pretty late le. reached home at abt 1230 again lah. think i should stop reaching home so late. think my mummy not really happy le. did econs nia just now. so i guess i should go to sleep soon.

long post today. tomorrow will be a mugging day again. coz today supposed to do nia AND nid. but nid will get pushed backwards. sigh. good luck to me tomorrow. hope i can wake up early.

jac1:55 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007

well... tomorrow will be break arm 4 week anniversary.
in 4 more weeks i should be able to write.
in 8 more weeks my bone should be fully healed
in 12-16 more weeks time i shall start to build back my left arm muscle. its now currently 3/4 the size of my right arm.

haha random

jac10:19 PM

mugged till im so sleepy today. physics was great. the teacher was zai lah. didnt even feel like sleeping once. though was bored during some parts. then went to eat then mug in library. from like 1 to 415 liddat. did waves and superposition till i was seeing stars lah. the most ironic thing was majun self confessed tt she mugged the least, but her table was the messiest among mine, bing bing and kah leng's one.

oh quite funny today coz bing bing was asking me if i noe her name is actually spelt as ping ping. then i was like yah. but the call her Pingping sounds weird. sounds like P*ngp*ng instead. lol.

anyway, very sleepy now. shall sleep soon. guitar concert tomorrow. i would be going if not for chen hui. haha. going to watch training tomorrow too. wonder if this time 4 weeks ago, i would have even guessed the next day would be the day i break my arm. haha.

jac10:11 PM