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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

i was high during training just now. with all the funny things tt happened, like amanda's humorosity and the nonsense conversation we had on the way to hc. but now im back home, its time to think abt what had happened. argh. i never felt tt i had to say this but yah, i think im emo-ing now. bleah.

i seriously am deproving a lot. i can sense it. my throws never seem to work now. at least they did a little in the past. but now i cannot get my throws to work. i keep forgetting to pull and break balance during randori, and all i use is my leg power. i felt pretty sad, when seeing all the guys shi ai-ing, competiting for a spot in individuals, while me, i am seriously quite terrible compared to them, yet i can get a place in just because we have the exact no of ppl. and i dunno. its not like i havent been training. i just dunno how come i cannot seem to improve. true i have only just joined and i cannot expect myself to be as good as my team mates, but the least i can be expecting is for myself to be improving, but i dunno why i just dun see myself improving. does the problem lie with me? i seriously dunno.

alright tts all the ranting i have to do. i havent felt like this in a long long time. hope i will be fine tomorrow.

jac8:07 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

had training yesterday. it was ok, not very tough or anything. so yah. but i did lots of really stupid things. arr... and xiaohui lept laughing at me. phey wa came back to bai nian to sir and give us pineapple tarts. haha. ooh and this is the first time i managed to breakfall tru 5 ppl. last time 3 ppl i scared le.

so after training i went cxy house to help wif the steam boat dinner. we peeled the prawns. it was fun. haha. then still got the other food like vegetables abd mushrooms. anyway i left earlier coz i had to go to my cousins house. i stayed there to gamble for like 2 hours and in the end, i won $1. so dumb.

hmm... today i am going to mug and mug. hopefully i will be able to complete all my tutorials and try to understand econs. econs is terrible now. i dun understand a single thing. oh and i need physics tuition. mr o*g is useless. rah.

jac10:07 AM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

yay i just finished doing my stupid english presentation. and im glad i completed it faster then i expected. anyway im happy coz i won 70 bucks yesterday from gambling. hoho. being the banker is fun. i had a blackjack and everyone had to pay me double. i think i won $30 plus from that round. lol. anyway going visiting again later and i hope we can play some more cards. have 2 more houses to go to later.. which means..... more gambling to do :)

anyway i did practically nothing this holidays except to eat and sleep and gamble. i'm glad we have training tomorrow. then i wun feel so guilty. anyway i was supposed to jog yesterday but i woke up at 1030. this is the year of the pig and i sure am turning into one.

jac1:02 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

yay so yesterday was cny eve. went my cousin's house to eat tuan yuan fan and i drank lots of soup coz its steam boat.

then we played mahjong. during the first game, my cousin had like 5 tai so he was supposed to win 3.20, 1.60, 1.60 from each of us. but then, my uncle came in and shouted "lets play blackjack!" so we sprang up and refused to pay my cousin. haha and he's still whining abt it till now. played blackjack for like 45 min and i lost 1 buck. so dumb. luckily we're going to play more today. heehee. i remember when i was sec 4 i won $100+. rah i lost abt $10 plus last year. hope i can win some money this year coz i just spent a small fortune on vday.

yup so we went to watch ghost rider at 930 and the show is ridiculous. the young guy was so cute but his older self was so er... ugly. but nicholas cage's muscles were like damn zai lah. he's like 40? but his pacs were damn damn well defined and nice. when he appeared topless, me and my cousins were like "whoa". the show is dumb i think i wasted money watching it. should have watched the fann wong show instead. at least i pretty sure its nicer. after the show we went back to my cousins house to stayover.

then when we woke up, we watched wallace and gromit the curse of the were rabbit. its a super duper nice show!!! shall watch it again if my cousin would lend the dvd to me. its like 10 times nicer than ghost rider. anyway im back home now and going to bai nian and PLAY CARDS!! later. whee i love cny coz can gamble like nobody's business. haha.

jac11:45 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007

im at home now when im supposed to be doing mass dance. haha

anyway cny celebrations was dumb and boring. i only came to get my vday present, give presents, get my bag from eemin and return cxy her vcds.

didnt go school yesterday. went out shopping wif my MUMMY!!!

anyway spent the whole afternoon buying cny clothes and valentine's day present for shupy and jeremy. coz they were the only guys who bought us presents and i felt rather guilty not giving them anything nice. ate like a pig yesterday. drank starbucks coffee and ate popcorn chicken at kfc. dunno y i suuddenly had a craving for it.

and i ponned training as a result of not going to school and i received a call at abt 3 from 3 crazy ppl. haha. spent the entire time laughing to my phone as i talked to them. and my mum thought i was crazy lor.

oh wells tts all i can think abt. cny eve tomorrow. im so excited to eat tuan yuan fan!!

jac11:26 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

this was supposed to be posted yesterday but dunno y it didnt get posted.

haha came back from my date like 2 hours ago but im still freaking full.

our bill was like $110.8. i think. not bad for a 7 ppl meal. anyway the dinner was amusing lah. we spent the entire dinner laughing at amanda. oops. but its really funny. and we kept laughing so i think the couples around us were pretty annoyed by us.before the dinner we had cross country. haha i didnt walk in the end. i actually ran lor. lol. but thats because were going to have a heavy dinner later so running would mke me feel less guilty. anyway the guys are super zai. we met them at the forest area and they were walking like damn slowly. and when their race started, they actually lingered at the back to pose for photos. i ended up being 126. haha tts pretty slow but i am satisfied. chen hui got like 26, bing bing got 30 and ma jun got 61. omg they are so zai lah. at the end i heard lots of ppl cheering for me and cxy. felt quite touched lah coz ppl tt i normally dun talk to, actually cheered for me. thanks!!

anyway the morning was hilarious. when we reached school, we started giving out the presents and receiving presents. its super fun. then no one wanted to go for lessons at 750. we continued doing nonsense long after the bell has gone. and teachers had to come and shoo us up to class. when me and chen hui went up to the classroom, it was empty. only got our poor teacher there marking stuff. we went totally crazy today lah. we bought each other balloons and basically went mad. lol.

i have to blog abt the past week, but im too lazy too. maybe i shall be sick tomorrow. i feel so tired lah. basically drained of energy le coz have been pia-ing valentine's day present till damn late every night. but at least they all liked the present i made. so i didnt waste my effort. rah i still have my stupid gp homework. but dun think im going to do it. at most get scolded lor.

jac11:52 AM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

im so tired.

reached school at 815 today coz i was sleepy and didnt want to wake up. apparantly i said to my daddy tt im tired and im going to school late in my dreams. haha so he didnt wake me up. still, having an extra 45 min of sleep is good.

today i gained an extra row of bruises down my thigh. and lot of stupid things happened as well. anyway our class got crumpler craze. haha. me, kah leng, chen hui and ee min all going to carry crumpler tomorrow. so funny. and kah leng wants a crumpler for her birthday. i wonder who will give her one. todays training super tiring. i almost died. but i regained all my energy back after training coz we all went high again. coz of the burpings and amanda's two front teeth song and the highly amusing conversation between my classmates during break. haha.

yay i'm so going to arrive last for cross country on wed. and we're going swensons (are we?) after tt to eat earthquake. i want to go carls junior though but nevermind. anyway i think i shall go run tomorrow. yay.

ok i shall go do homework le. stupid post. oh and my daddy said sumthing funny just now. coz he was watching this show abt food then got mud skipper on tv. then my daddy said "eww... whats that?" then i told him its a mudskipper. then he said "for eating one ar" then i almost died laughing.

jac7:50 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

rah havent blogged about the impt stuff that happened for the past 3 days.

anyway sat was stj. i went to run in the morning. haha so proud of myself coz i seldom run at my own free will. anyway, it was pretty much a leisure jog, and i had a nice time running round my estate looking at the nice houses. anyway, went to meet chen hui at 230. then cut hair and met the rest of the girls and jeremy at far east. stj was ok lah. the food was pretty nice. mostly western food and the potato salad was nice. the cherry tomato was horrible and so was most of the salad vegetables. but i liked the pasta coz it came with 3 different sauces. i didnt really eat much though. i only like ate 1 plate of food while the rest ate like 2 or more. bleah i very xin tong my money. anyway i stayed till 10 liddat coz got comp the next day. yah so tt sums up stj. anyway pretty glad tt most of our classmates and the junior class went.

sun was the comp. bleah it was pretty horrible lah. i got zhammed by the horrible person and i ended up with a hurt lip and a scratched face. she also managed to cause my contacts to fold inside my eye when she hit my face and she also hurt my toe. bleah. and she also tried to cheat by clawing amanda's face. poor amanda now has a bruised nose. but other than tt i think comp was pretty ok lah. i didnt win anything though, but i think the experience gained is much more useful than winning.

today kah leng didnt come to school. quite sad lah coz we miss our entertainment. anyway quite a lot of funny things happened in school today in class. oh and had chem spa, which i think was pretty ok lah. then had this boring chem skill c, in which i anyhow do one, so my answers were extremely weird. but i finished first anyway. tomorrow's the netball thing, bleah i regret taking part. its the only day which i can go home early to sleep. and im supposed to take part in the competitive runnning. so sad. i think i will arrive last lah. todays training was ok. sir talked for like half an hour and half the time i was trying not to fall asleep.

bleah i have to go train up on my running coz i simply absolutely refuse to arrive last for cross country on wed. anyway i have a date for valentine's day. either tt, or i shall just go home to date my bed. and no, my bed is not **. anyway this wed, some of subway's sandwiches will only cost 10 cents. but i cannot buy coz have training. so sad :( yay im going out wif chen hui on fri before the drama fest. i want to go subway coz they have new menu. and the new sandwiches look very very nice.

jac10:24 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

we had pe today. supposed to run 3 rounds but we slacked and ran 2. anyway our class seriously ultimate lah. during the running time, the guys sneaked off to the street soccer court to play soccer and the teacher caught them. and they pretended to be from 6b. ahaha. in the end they were made to run 4 rounds as punishment. so funny. anyway me and ee min ran finish our 2 rounds then stood at the straight road there to wait for siqi and kah leng. and we waited for like a super long time. and everyone running in stared at us weirdly. i feel like im the people at the restaurant who says "huan ying guang lin" everytime customers walk in.

anyway today during econs i was seriously falling asleep. i was almost falling sleep when im presenting. it shows just how boring the lesson is. anyway, from the window of my classroom, i saw bing bing and ma jun running. rah. i rather run than be in the classroom. its funny how u dun feel like running when u are allocated time to do so, but feel like running during lessons. i especially feel so during physics tutorials, when u look out of the window and see the nice blue sky, and u are stuck freezing in the classroom with a teacher droning on and on. anyway when i was leaving school today i whacked my injured on the gate. bleah its hurts worse than before now.

stj's tomorrow. and it's at amk... so weird rite? anyway we're going to have a girls' outing before the dinner. yay i think it's going to be fun. im going to run in the morning coz i figured im going to eat a lot and since we dun have training tomorrow, i should go run a bit.

ok i shall go watch the 9 o clock show now. cxy told me to watch coz got someone look like jit neng. haha so funny.

jac8:39 PM