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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

just came back from my doctors appointment this morning. haha the doc said my arm is healing exceptionally fast and luckily i didn't go for the operation coz the alignment will not be as good as my arm now, and there will be a scar. anyway, i think my threshold for pain is very high. i only ate painkillers for the first 4 days, equilvalent to abt 14 pills. when the doc gave me 140 pills. lol. today he asked me if i need anymore then i was like 'lol'. i still have so much at home lah.

anyway yesterday was funny. spent almost the entire day in school. went for core modules in the morning and we were late by 2 hours. but dun care, we still continued with the lesson. then later went reading room to study. kah leng went to eat with her friend so i studied with our class ppl. then later the ge fang ppl were so noisy so we migrated to the library where junjie and jeremy were. should have gone there in the first place la. then no need move here move there. then i did binomial, poisson and normal for like 4 hours. did until i wanted to die lah. argh. so at 6, we migrated to the reading room again till we left at 630 to watch pirates. the movie was quite ok lah. but quite confusing coz i didnt watch the first 2 sequals. should have watched 28 weeks later but dunno why they werent showing it. the movie ended at like 1230am. lol. initially wanted to cab home but my daddy decided tt it was dangerous coz my arm broken then if got anything then cannot fight back. haha so funny lah. i was like practically laughing at him the entire journey home.

jac11:17 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i think im going to lose my ability of being a left hander soon. tried writing with my left hand just now and try as i might, i cannot get my brain to control it. it just feels so weak and useless. on the contrary, my right hand handwriting is improving by leaps and bounds daily. well, hope tt after i'm healed, i'll be ambidextrous instead of just a right hander.

jac10:17 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

my sis is in malaysia again. she's supposedly going there to cycle. its not fair tt she has such a strong physique. i think ive lost count of the number of triathalon, marathons and biathalons she had taken part in and completed. while the greatest distance ive probably ran in my life is from nanyang to kap and back.

rah. and while shes having fun cycling, im will be stuck at home mugging for useless blocks, and for a levels in a few months time. i hate studying :(

jac11:31 PM

was reading tru OUR blog just now and was thinking just how much have changed between us. quite incredible how we've managed to stay as such good friends for 1 year plus. sure we have quarrels now and then but yup, im glad we have managed to solve all our differences. its amazing how we can become such good friends though our characters are like miles apart.and amazing how i've hated leng when i first came to hc. actually it was only me and hui actually then we took in kah leng (are u touched?) haha. now can almost say we're inseperable. really, do go and read our blog. it brings back memories. though i carn be sure of whether they are good or bad ones lah.

carn wait for the sleepover. really hope it happens.

jac7:23 PM

oh yay... i finally can blog. blogger was giving me problems for the past few days.

anyway last day of term 2 was fun lah. first had pe. my class played bball against 67. super funny to see yongkeong and jitneng playing coz they had no hair. hoho. then me and kah leng sat at the wooden benches there and watched them play. jeremy came late for pe. strolled in at dunno what time lah. anyway so funny tt he sort of knew what we weren't supposed to tell him. but i didnt say. so i didnt break my promise. anyway he was like pleading with me, leng and hui to tell him but we all refused. lol. amusing.

chem tutorial and math lecture. boring. was trying desperately to write with my right hand. but got lots of ppl ay my right hand handwriting very nice. haha. physics tutorial mr ong talked funny stuff lah. prob coz 2nd last lesson of the term le then he realised no one going to listen to him. anyway he talked abt how physics is related to chinese calligraphy and how we can use or hands to draw circles and use chopsticks to pick up fishballs and dunno what. random. but its funny. then had break. the guys in class are horrible lah. they keep niaoing ppl. but its funny lah. anyway like half the class pon econs tutorial. my 's' class in the end only got 1 person left so mr tan cancelled the lesson. so it meant i wun get cs for going for bball finals.

watched the bball finals with kah leng, wei li and her friend. quite a boring match though. coz we were like winning all the way. won by a pretty large margin of 30-40 points i think. unlike last year where i remember it was super exciting coz both teams really fought hard and the scores were extremely close. me and kah leng were super happy for jeremy tt he got a chance to play in the finals lah. coz for a long period of time he was complaining tt he may not play in the finals. well, so bball's win is the 5th sports gold for hwa chong.

judo nats next. hope we can make it a 7th gold for hwa chong.

jac6:33 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

18th may

yay went back to school yesterday. fun fun fun!!!

im super touched tt everyone went out of their way to make me feel comfortable lah. like dunno how many ppl volunteered to help me copy lecture notes. help me open water bottle, pack my stuff, hold my stuff.... yesterday i needed to buy sling at novena so bing bing and cxy waited wif me to take bus to newton, despite the bus taking 1 million years and bing bing had math test the day after. today eemin helped me run to flag the bus while i lagged behind. even the teachers too. ong offered to let me hand in my testimonial later if i cannot finish it in time due to my arm. and he said feel free to ask him for extension for physics block test if i need more time to write.

now my lecture notes got 633475669 ppl's handwriting in them. lol. like every set and subject different handwriting. my math normal distribution notes alone got 4 different sets of handwriting. haha.

anyway today math lecture is zai. only 8 ppl from our class turned up. then the teacher said she wanted to take attendance but even our math rep heck care her. lol. econs was a disaster. i forgot to bring my tutorial so i stoned for the whole lesson, while the person next to me on one side was dozing off, and the one on the other side was drawing dunno what on his paper. i carn do both coz bendng over to sleep will hurt my arm and i carn write :(

keep seeing thomas and yong keong around school today. like at least 3 times. haha

not going watch training tmr. have lots of things to catch up on. esp econs. argh!!!

11th may

im so smart. by staying at home, i've actually managed to incubate numerous amounts of bacteria/germs. im now officially sick. sore throat, cough and a stupid broken arm. lol. but oh well, my arm is probably healing properly now. the bone isn't hurting as much as before. but dunno why my elbow feels a little painful. oh and my shouder hurts too coz the cast is resting there and theres lots of pressure on my shoulder.

ive just did physics today. and completed all my tutorials le. chen hui's coming tomorrow wif notes so i can still keep up at least. i wonder whats going to happen to me when school reopens. i doubt i can catch up. but luckily school term is ending and i have 4 whole weeks to revise. these 5 days have been boring. seriously i would rather go school. at least got ppl to talk to. not like now, where i only face my parents all day long. i want to go vivo (when my arm heals). seems to be lots of things there to see.

argh. i miss everyone in school. ok almost everyone.

jac7:27 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

thanks everyone for coming over yesterday and sat to visit me.
ma jun, xiaohui, yimin, amanda, weiwen, steff, wei li, zuo jin, cheryl, hui qi, xin yi, hui, leng and jeremy. and sumone else who i carn mention.

anyway, thanks for all the thing u all brought. the food, balloons and cards. thanks for keepng me company so as to reduce my pain by a lot. i'll take care and hope i can faster get well soon =)

jac7:48 AM

5th may 2007, a date that would forever be imprinted in my mind.

this post is specially dedicated to my team mates.

my jc life would have been very different if not for u all. i noe its hard to accept some one into your team especially since you all have been together for 4 years already. but im glad u all gave me this chance to be part of this team, to call u all team mates and most importantly, to call myself a hc judoka. though it has only been a short 1 plus year, but i can say ive gained lots of things which i'll definitely treasure. i remember my bouts in the individuals, with teo jingyi and colleen neo, where everyone was cheering very loudly for me. i remember xiao hui's bout with bala and ma jun's bout wif teojiingyi during age group. how the entire team was cheering and shouting for them to jia you and all. this is probably what many would cal team spirit and m quite glad of the chance to experience it myself.

this past year hasn't been easy. what with the need to juggle school work and the extremely heavy trainings. it's totally impossible to do any work after trainings coz there would barely be any energy left. there are times when i've wanted to give up. to let go of everything, especially after all that negekomi and randori, the 2 things which i hate the most. but im glad i endured through and stayed on. besides, the loud cheerings of the other ppl really encouraged me to continue and complete the throws and everything. thanks for everything. though i'll not be there training physically with u all, i'll definitely be cheering u all on by the side. theres still 2 more months to team championships. dun be affected by my injury ok? the trophy will be ours this year. so all the best and jia you for the coming 2 months.

jac7:19 AM

Friday, May 04, 2007

yay my comp is fixed!! did it all by myself (and a little help from zhong wei)

anyway having a hard time trying to find the lost memories over the past few weeks. it seems like time really flies. its already the end of the 7th week and yet it seems like school just started for like 3 weeks only. sigh. i really have to learn to treasure my time more an learn to make good use of it. sigh. how i wish i have more time to spend.

anyway back to the past 2 weeks of recounting. i hope i can includeas much as i can remember.

ok the past week was pretty hectic. with the stupid math test on mon, which i flunked badly. but then again, i think one in my class got above 25. so... went to the doc on tues for my knee. the doc drew out the blood from my knee so it finally became better. its like 2 syringes full of blood. rgh. at least it wasnt painful. and i think their service very good too. the docs and nurses are like very polite and kind and everything, compared to tan tock seng lah. ttsh is really horrible. but then again, cannot compare liddat coz ones a private hospital while the others a government one. ttsh caused me to waste 4 hours of my time, while at gleneagles, it was done in less than an hour. but it came at a hefty price. $150..... then later me and cxy went to spans coz the mediacorp ppl weregoing to film there. the jesseca liu is super skinny. but she's very very chio. taught her and the carrie yeo person from project superstar some throws. actully is cxy teach lah coz i didnt bring gi and my knee just recovered. anyway they are paying her $50. tts like a lot of money for 1 hour of teaching.

on fri i went to chalet. whee. super fun lah. though the chalet room is as small as a hotel room. we squeezed 5 ppl in the room for both nights. sentosa's really different from the last time i've been there. it's like the whole place is upgraded nicely and everything's linked. theres like a foodcourt, sakae sushi, ben and jerry's, billabong and so many new shops lah. but is more crowded too. theres also a new musical fountain and a skyride and sum ride caled luge, which is like driving a car liddat and it super fast. its nice cruising down the pathway so fast tt u can practically hear the wind blowing past u. the skyride thing was fun. its like a cable car just tt its open air and u can shake your legs high above the ground and worry tt your slippers will fall down. haha stupid analogy but yah, tts pretty much what the skyride's about. it stopped halfway and my auntie got very scared. i couldn't stop laughing at her lah. anyway i really had lots of fun there. we went to the beach too. to suntan and play sand. didnt go into the water though. i didnt have enough clothes. guys have it so easy. just remove their shirt and into the water they go. i didnt get tanned though. coz we only stayed there for like 2 hours i think. oh and i drank a lot. really a lot. coz was sort of playing wif my cousin and see who can drink more. i drank so much till my mum banned me :( oh theres lots of seaside bars around the beach area too. butthe food super ex lah. 1 jar of carlsburg is like $36. nd my auntie bought 2 jars, 1 plate of chicken wings and 1 pizza for $100 plus. and she was like spuer xin1 tong4.

mon was combined sport meet. super duper boring. what can i say? im just glad this is my last year. an end to 6 years of misery at the sports meet. wandered back to college section at abt 830 and got chased back by mr pang :( we went kap to eat after tt. super full la.then during training i kept burping. oops.

yah so there's nothing much for this week. just tt lessons are getting super boring. its like for physics and math, only half our class will go. and the other half remaining will not be able to understand the lecturer at all. physics is boring. the teacher is talking to the screen half the time and can almost see the whole lt falling asleep. chem is ok. the only lecture i listen to. but the problem is, where we are sitting, the teacher cannot see us, so there's a big tenency to fall asleep. last week only 7 ppl were awake. the ppl in the ront row, which is jiang zhou, eemin, me and jeremy all fall asleep even though we were sitting right in front. and jiang zhou even snored. lol. super funny. econs we got shifted to the lt. and our lecturer is now mr tan. im prettysure he'll call me sooner or later. cry. poor kah leng kept getting disturbed by me coz ee min was sleeping so i carn disturb her.

yay end of post.
combined training tomorrow.
good luck amanda and ma jun/mojojojo for SATS tomorrow. all the best!!

jac8:15 PM