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Friday, March 30, 2007

my life as a panda day 4:

today i walked past this random girl and she exclaimed "OH MY GOD" loudly to her friend in my face.

today sum girl stared at me for dunno how many seconds before i stared back at her then she turned away.

chen hui and kah leng said on mon, they should bring money box to collect money frm ppl who keep staring at me.

anyway, council elections today was super boring. artemis one damn sian lah. i fell asleep. a total waste of time. anyway majun's pic is in the straits times sports section. got a nice pic of her throwing teo jingyi. and got an article abt ny judo too. too bad dun have the funny phrase which amanda said.

jac5:47 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

and so its back to school today.

kept trying to use my hair to cover my poor eye. but then i gave up in the end. i should be proud of my eye. lol. yah so everyone was staring at it like im sum specimen in the zoo. i mean if i noe u then u look and ask me how am i then its ok lah. or even if i dunno u then u come and ask me how i got the eye and how i am, its also fine. or if u want to see, just look discreetly or sumthing lah. but ppl who i dun noe and have never seen before in my entire life keep staring blatently at me, looking so shocked and pointing some more. i mean like whats your prob? im not sum wild animal in a glass tank. never see ppl wif black eye before issit? argh pissed. not only in school. on the bus its the same lah. horrible ppl.

oops anyway accumulated lots of bad karma today. like we spent (one?) hour gosipping abt sumone. im sure it pretty obvious who. but anyway. we laughed and laughed till we almost died lah. and during econs lec, evelyn ong said sumthing like 'sacks of rice starting to lose value' then i laughed and laughed till i couldn't stop. oops i feel pretty mean.

anyway today went for training then like all the juniors looked so stunned when they saw my eye. i got a shock lah. and i felt super slack not training today. had pizza too. the nice ny judo teacher in charge treated us to pizza. me and bing bing did twistings during neweza. super fun lah. we did like 120 i think. or issit 90?

ok i have to go bathe now. tmr no econs. yay :)

jac8:53 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

so competition was today.

everyone did super well.

well, i may not have won any medal, but i feel that i have gained more than i have lost. firstly, i was touched tt everyone was cheering for me. as in like really everyone. team mates, batch mates and juniors. even chen hui and kah leng rushed down specially to cheer me on. i was really really touched today. thanks everyone. i really have no regrets today as i think i really really tried my best. if given another chance, i think the outcome will still be the same.

oh well, maybe tt stupid black eye could be avoided though...........

jac9:22 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

physics was dumb. i wonder who set tt stupid 18 mark question. i totally dunno whats the question asking abt. the phrasing is damn weird.

anyway i shouldnt be surprised if i fail it. coz i was still happily playing mahjong on sun before the paper. anyway got stuck on the bus for 1 hour today. from macritchie to school only leh. and i ran all the way to the classroom. luckily im not late.

competition today was ok. the c girls did very well. and i hope our batchmates can trash rj in the team competition. jia you!!

oops tomorrow's our turn. i've decided to take it easy. im leaving the outcome to fate.

we can do it!!!
jia you team mates!!!!!

jac9:32 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

hey thanks everyone for the encouragements.

i have to take physics after all. and theres like a huge confusion over the topics tested. i dunno why but out of the topics i copied down, only 4/6 are correct. i wondered what have a been doing. but anyway, no harm done. didnt really study the other 2 topics anyway.

i wonder whats wrong wif me. i need to gain 2 more kg for the comp. and i ate like loads this week but i dun seem to be able to just gain tt miserable 2kgs. ooh but after training i drank water and put on 500g. retarded. it seems tt when u want to gain weight u carn, and when u want to lose weight, u carn too. dumb. anyway for individuals, its like everyone needs to put on weight. me, peijin and amanda. poor peijin is way below her cat. even though she's trying hard to gain weight.

oh i hope my opponent is like 65kg or something and gets disqualified. lol lol. im so mean.

jac9:48 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

first training in 1 week. 3 hours somemore.

training was argh today. i injured my finger again and it now looks like some fat sausage. im feeling super duper tired today. both physically and mentally. and im freaking scared for competition. ive been trying so hard not to think abt it but this particular person just keeps reminding me abt it. thanks ar.

so yah. im scared. especially after seeing the bout list today. i feel even more afraid. it then dawned upon me then it's no use escaping coz ultimately it will come. but i think tt i'm really trying to escape from this by just not thinking abt this and focus on blocks instead. please. im hoping for a miracle to happen. that i can suddenly be able to throw my opponent. and hard. and that i can stop feeling scared.

4 more days. im super duper scared. someone please save me. i'll be praying hard for a miracle to happen.

jac9:06 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

yay 3 down. 1 or 2 more papers to go. haven't decided whether to take physics or not.

econs essay was ok... much better than the stupid drq. i still dunno if its germany or china. math was much easier than i expected too. but i think i got lots of careless mistakes.

lets see. kah leng's birthday is in 2 days. we're going out after my chem paper to celebrate for her. and i'm sure she'll love her birthday present. we went shopping today too. for shoes. chen hui bought a puma sneakers and i bought this orange adidas superstar. but so sad dun have the red one anymore. its like so nice lah. anyway i just washed my green nike shoes. its like how dirty lah. i took half and hour to scrub all the grim and dirt out.

im not going to study today. theres one full day tomorrow to study. hope i can make full and good use of it.

jac11:01 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

im dead lah. im so going to die for econs.

have been going to school for almost everyday this week. for training and lessons. and today's the only day i can finally stay at home to study. tues was stupid. majun and cxy came over to my house to study. actually was supposed to be mos burger. but then later they migrated to my house. ma jun left at 4 plus then me an cxy were supposed to go somewhere to see sumone at night. but we got scared. so we didnt go in the end.

had training and pt on wed. the pt was !$#$%$&%@ horrible. ran 8 rounds near the fountain there.then carried on the back for 1 round. damn far la. rah. then we did 100 push ups wif our legs propped up. i only did 50 though coz was helping cxy plaster her leg coz she fell during the running. then had sit ups and twistings. then normal training. my shirt was soaked after pt already. and then wore gi, which made me sweat even more. majun didnt come on wed so we changed partners and i partnered amanda. she's so funny. suddenly propped her leg up and started doing what looked like the warming up for dance. then she started singing the song too. so funny. so apparently the song got stuck in everyone's head.

yesterday had chem and math then training after tt. i felt tired after half an hour only. rah. played dog and bone. then lost so we had to do 2 sets on nagekomi. apparently everyone looked very tired yesterday during training so sir let us play games. but luckily it rained during training so it got very cooling. after training we went to chs canteen to drink h2o. and we started burping again. whee so fun to trumatise ma jun and amanda.

im glad theres no training tomorrow. well going to study now. i hate blocks. rah.

jac12:23 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

busy day tomorrow. training in the morning then going swimming wif chen hui and kah leng. heehee haven't swam in 7 years. i hope i dun drown or something.

anyway we had squad dinner yesterday at new york new york. they all ate pasta but i ate sandwich. its nice. $6.90 only and it tastes so much better than subway. plus u get free flow of water plus candy floss. i ate this roast chicken sandwich. next time i want to eat the mushroom one. ok we also tried shopping for hui qi's present and xin yi's present and mine!! but not successful. so next time i guess. ooh and a murder took place a raffles city yesterday. the cook killed his supervisor apparently. luckily we didnt go into raffles city.

and today went my uncles house coz its his birthday. we ate and then played mah jong. we didnt even play past the dong feng lah. so only 3 bankers and we had to stop le. tts like 45 min coz my cousin was like super duper slow. anyway i won a 5 tai one. so had like $6.40 from winning one game. lol. so exciting. i want to play more mah jong after a levels. or maybe during the holidays.

ok shall go mug now. bleah. and i have like 1000000000 bruises. rah.

jac11:26 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

i was trying to do the quiz thing on weili and wxy's blog. but ive decided not to. coz im too lazy to think. currently smsing ma jun now. and im pretty much comforted by it.

came back from sixth ave at abt 730. actually supposed to go watch movie one but later we decided not to. in the end we spent 3 hours talking at coffee bean. at first we were only laughing at kah leng doing stupid stuff like imitating us and talking nonsense. but after a while it became emo talk. like we each talked abt out problems and everything. im glad we talked lah. at least we got to noe a little bit more abt each other.

ok i keep getting teased but im sure everyone will forget abt it after a while. i hope. and by everyone, i actually only mean 5 ppl lah. so heh. hope they forget abt it soon.

have training tomorrow. then going out wif sqms afterwards for dinner and shopping. whoohoo. so exciting. hope we have fun tomorrow. must take neoprints!!

im blogging weirdly. anyway wxy's birthday was on tues. happy birthday!!

alright. im tired. goodnight!!

jac10:19 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

yay happy birthday to myself.

had a pretty fun birthday today. luckily theres training today otherwise i might be spending my birthday alone with my homework. though i dun really have much lah. anyway back to today, we started training at 10 instead of 1030 and pretty much did the normal stuff like nagekomi, shi ai and neweza. and after training they sang a birthday song for me. and im pretty sure i turned positively red. and all my presents from team mates are red. like that fbts and the red tomato. oh and ma jun gave me a pretty card which she made herself, and a bottle of m&ms, which i she bu de eat.. bing bing baked cookies for me. its super duper nice to eat lah. i very bu she de eat too.

the red tomato and equally red fbts given to me by team mates.

the pretty card and bottle of m&ms given to me by majun

the nice and delicious cookies made by bing bing.

oh then after tt weiwen and zuojin gave me my present. which was a frying pan. haha it ws so funny lah. but anyway, thanks for coming down specifically just to give me my present. love u all. and heehee weiwen was so funny in the morning lah. and i wun use the pan to cook for u all coz i very scared the words get washed off. so belows the pan.

yup so after tt we went marina and ate at carls junior. bing bing and ma jun bought me a superstar burger and i actually finished the big big burger by myself, save for a few bites here and there by them. then we all felt so full after we ate. im still full now. argh. i only need to put on 500g for competition but i think i put on at least 2 kg today. haha i dun dare weigh mysef. lol. so we walked around a little hoping to work off the food. ma jun bought a wallet and xiao hui bought a jacket.

we went home pretty early at abt 4. and i didnt bathe before i slept. my mum didnt scold me, surprisingly. haha. i woke up at 7, slacked a lil then went to bathe and have been desperately trying to upload photos since then. now im waiting for my mummy to come bck with the cheesecake ingredients so i can fster make my cheesecake for my relatives tomorrow. coz they are coming over for cny. and most of the cny food is gone le all thanks to me and my sis... haha

anyway thanks everyone for wishing me happy birthday. thanks for remembering. i really appreciate it :)

jac8:07 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

actually i have nothing much to blog abt today. but i just wanted to test out my new keyboard. whee so fun. today supposed to have swimming but i and so did many others refused to swim. in the end we just stoned. and today kah leng and chen hui gave me my birthday presents. which were this nice keyboard, a nice cow mug and a card and notes and a cake. haha. i love them both.

the nice cow mug

the rubber keyboard which i wanted

the card. and nope i didnt lick my elbow.

today was pretty uneventful and boring. i slept tru physics. and i couldn't understand math at all. after school we lao-ed yu sheng. so funny lah. its like so lag coz by now we should be eating tang yuan. so yah. my birthday is tomorrow and im so excited. haha wong xin yi's birthday is coming soon too, on the 6th of march. yay. so exciting. i like birthdays.

jac3:20 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

i felt quite stupid for bursting out suddenly at the class bench today. i think it was horrifically random. one moment i was talking to kah leng and jeremy, the next moment i was next to chen hui and i started crying. i dunno what happened. it was like the floodgates suddenly burst open and there i was crying uncontrollably. and the stupidest thing was tt it was at the class bench, in front of like how many ppl? everyone kept asking me what's wrong but i feel stupid to say the reason why. lesson learnt: next time u want to emo, dun do it at the class bench.

but i feel so much better today. i think it has always been liddat ba. it takes me a very short while to forget all the things i am unhappy about. i get over things very easily i suppose. oh well. thanks everyone for cheering me up today. mainly:

chen hui and kah leng: thanks for cheering me up today and comforting me. i love u both!!
jeremy: for telling me your troubles in basketball last time and showing me tt i am not the only one with such problems.
ma jun: for giving me sweets today coz i looked sad. tt nice sms u sent me last night, though it woke my up from my sleep. and for trying to comfort me as well today druing break.
bing bing: for pei-ing me today while the rest have econs and sharing with me what happened to u last time in judo as well.
steff: for your tag :) i will jia you. thanks. love u.
teng en and shu peng: for being kaypoh and trying to find out what happened to me. haha. retarded but yah, i appreciate it.

i think tts abt all lah. tomorrow can go home early. im so excited. and my birthday's coming. im even more excited. yay. today's training was ok. saw the sec 1s doing shi-ai. they all look blur blur one but a few of them looked quite good. only had randori and nagekomi. pretty slack. and i fell while trying to do nagekomi on ma jun. rah second time it happened. but at least this time both of us fell, instead of las time when i fell and not xiao hui nand she stood there laughing at me. hurmp.

amanda's so going to die tomorrow. good luck.

jac8:10 PM